I keep asking myself how did I get here?

It was not so long ago where I felt so content. And I just keep asking myself how?

I have to get this out of my system. I want to make sure I can come back here in a years time and go wow, I’m so proud that I had the will to keep moving forward in life.

I guess there’s comfort in knowing that when you feel like you’re at rock bottom, there’s only one way things can go – and that’s up.

I can’t wait for the day to say, well, things are looking up.

I have to keep reminding myself that everything is temporary.

I have to go back to the basics. Again.

I have to practice gratitude. And I have to retrain myself to do things in love.

Besides, while everything may appear to be shit (’cause there’s literally no other word for it), it’s not necessarily the reality but more so my perception of the now.

The world has not stopped spinning. Nature is still as beautiful as ever. The sun is shining ever so brightly. I know that it’s only a matter of time before I jump over the fence, and on the other side I will see — the grass is still green.