I was 9mins 45secs from an hour of meditation. Incredible.
My period finally came. So did my new weighted blanket.🤗
I’ve been re-doing my bedroom cause what the hell? I’m turning it into a bedroom/office. So far, it’s looking amazing. It’s a space I constantly look forward to. It’s become a bit of a haven for me. When my room is finished, I’ll take pics. I’ve bought a new desk, mirror, bed, pillows, added plants. It will look nothing like the way it did this time last year.
When I look around me and reflect back on where I am in life. I am really, really happy. I feel genuinely happy and warm.
What I feel like gains didn’t come without their losses though. But to just look back on how things were for me a year ago, I’ve ended up in a really happy, healthy and light place. And for that, I’m grateful.
Missed 5th day of meditation because I was busy that entire day and out for half of it. Not cause I was lazy that day or anything. I just really couldn’t fit it in.
But I went right back into it on the 6th day and continued onto the 7th and 8th day.
Just then, I meditated for 50 minutes. I nearly meditated for an hour. Holy shit.
The time surprisingly goes quick unlike before it was a bit of a struggle. Meditated is now something I actually look forward to.
Yoga’s been so much fun also. I recently got myself a new yoga mat and I’m so in love with it.
I have been sleeping well the past week. It’s nothing like I’ev ever imagined and it’s keeping me in good stead.🤗
I did meditate last night but I only lasted 10 minutes. I had this urge to listen to music.
Tonight I meditated for 35 minutes and I feel amazing.
Weird to think I’m 2 days away from my period.
I’m starting to get used to this routine of daily meditation.
Like actually being left with just my thoughts. I’m starting to learn to separate my thoughts.
I feel so… wow.
I meditated for 35 minutes.
Why do colours seem more vibrant as if things around me were dull and colourless before.
Meditation is just bloody incredible.
It’s crazy to think I’m 4 days away from my period and I’m feeling this good.
Back to day 1 because I missed three consecutive days of meditation. Wow tonights meditation has been one of the best.
I lasted 30 minutes and actually wanted to meditate somewhere.
My goal is to meditate everyday in July. That’s tomorrow. I hope I can do it!
Wow I start studying soon. Studying part time and going to work full time is going to be intense. But I’m up for the challenge.
I’m currently re-doing my room. It’s going to end up as one of the pinterest rooms. Haha.
Also, I have a huge crush on someone who I probably shouldn’t have a huhe crush on.
Omg the thought of a relationship really scares me. I’m so not ready. I have too many things on my plate atm.🥶
Anyway, see ya on the flip side. Damn, I feel good after meditating.