This ought to be long…
I was the “captain”/”leader” of my bowling team and my team totally won😂😂
Tonight was fun. I almost didn’t go cause work’s been busy but I committed to going and I’m glad I did.
I only did 45 minutes of yoga today but with all the free time I’ll have this weekend, I look forward to putting so much time into yoga and meditation.
You know the girls I sit with at work saw me with my salad and they’re like wow, Lorena’s really going healthy these days — the salad and the yoga😂😂I think the best thing about is I don’t feel judged for it and feel like they don’t judge me. One of my co-workers was even like, so my sister and I watched some yoga videos on youtube last night and we tried doing it and I was super excited for them.
I love having a positive influence on people especially if it’s a positive influence. If I have a positive influence on people then I feel a sense of fufilment inside. It’s a great feeling.
Anyway, I have to keep this short cause it’s bed time. Tomorrow may be a big day at work. I’ve been sleeping well the past two nights, I’ve been learning how to clear and relax my mind so I’m not overthinking when trying to sleep.🥰
Get out of your head. Get out of your mind.
Don’t overthink. Don’t let your fears get in the way of what you want.
Just allow things to be the way they’re suppose to be.
Don’t resist what your heart wants and what your soul craves.
Thank god, I had time for more yoga today. I did 90 minutes of yoga followed by 15 minutes of meditation and I felt so rejuvanated afterwards.
Tomorrow’s literally a full day cause one of my co-worker’s has organised for some the girls to go bowling tomorrow after work. I’m totally down although I’m literally on a tight budget but I wanna have a bit of fun. And then another co-worker has organised a beach gathering for Sunday afternoon. Man, I literally can’t wait for the new year to come around. December has just been packed with too many things so far.
I’ve really started to enjoy my solitude, I think. I’m really starting to enjoy just being able to work on myself internally, just to grow and learn and evolve as a person.
At this stage, the idea of going back to uni still appeals to me. It’s still so far away though, like another 10 months away but I’ll see how I go leading up to September, 2020.
Anyway, I found out the meaning of the Page of Swords and it means “you are exploring a new way of thinking — a new idea, a new perspective, new knowledge. Man this is so true for me. My mind has literally transformed and gone through a paradigm shift.
I looked in the oracle book of what the other card means and it means things have changed and it’s gonna take a little bit of time to adjust to the way things have change and that the only thing to really do is to go with the flow and surrender to the present. This is exactly what I talked about in my post yesterday so I feel like getting these cards are reassuring me. On a sidenote, nostalgia’s like my favorite word.
I really feel like the past 2-3 months have been super transformative for me. It’s been a combination of healing, confrontation, self discovery, alignment, spirituality, balance, finding my purpose, surrendering…
I was watching this reading for my starsign a little bit ago and she’s pretty much like, once you go through all these changes and transformation and once you let go, the result is this… she holds up The Lovers card and I was like… omg I knew it was going to be that card.
I don’t really have much else to say at this stage other than — I have full faith in the process.
When you’re ready, I’ll be ready.
What a day.
What a day, man.